Letters to those above

Those of you might wonder, what was in my head(or heart) when I named this blog "The Diary of one left Behind." In truth, it is often how I feel on a regular basis. I feel like someone who has been left behind. I sometimes wish I was in heaven alongside my mother, grandfathers, uncle. I think that as each of them passed away they took a small piece of me along with them. In my heart, mostly on bad days, the grief grasps me strongly and I think "Why did they leave me behind?" And so I have now created this blog, inspired so much by some of the amazing blogs/people I have read here lately. Will it aid me on my journey down the path of grief? Will it be the ear I whisper my secret pains to when no one else in the world understands? I don't know what to expect, but I do know I'm in for a ride.